Sometimes

Sometimes saying I love you
Is just words
Words that need to be fueled
Fueled with emotions
Fueled with actions
Fueled with success
Yes when challenges are met
Anxiety & stress become
Joy
Overcoming
Fulfillment
And honour
That’s when I love you

Sometimes hugging & cuddling me
Is not enough
Sometimes touching me
Feels like sandpaper rubbing against
My delicate sensitive
Self.

Sometimes it’s the silence
It’s the breathing
You breathing next to me
My breathing whistling against your skin
Is the music that best suits me,
Just sometimes.

Sometime I want you to explain to me
How I make you feel
Sometimes I wish your poetic looks
Could be said or heard in words
Just sometimes.

Sometimes I wanna wake up and take a photo of you
Sleeping
Sometimes I wanna capture your expression dancing against the pillow
Sometimes I want to capture the real you
In the dark, but so alive, so delightful to watch,
It lights up my soul
Sometimes.

Sometimes I want to cry
But sometimes all I am going through is so much
So scary, so so,
So, so
Yes so unexplainable
So much like the heavy breath I have just breathed
Sometimes I want you to wash away everything
But sometimes I have to remember you are no God,

You are just my angel for the journey.